Book Log: Queens of the Kingdom

Nov. 17th, 2025 03:13 pm
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This was a random get a few years ago, but I put off reading Nicola Sutcliffe's Queens of the Kingdom: The Women of Saudia Arabia Speak because I expected it to upset me. I've now read it and yes, it upset me! A lot!

Cut for length. )

Libraries are so cool

Nov. 16th, 2025 12:50 pm
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Libraries are so cool. I had a writer's question that I sent to both the two local library systems, LINCC and Multnomah county, which was: Can a homeless kid get a library card? I provided some details like he and his mom live in their van, and they have a PO box. This is because one of the characters of book 7 is a homeless witch named Raven.1 I was fully expecting the answer to be No or similar, but I was pleasantly surprised by the answer. For the Multnomah county system, which he would be most likely to be using, they've got a student connect thing where if he has a student ID for the area, he can get a library card that way. But they did also say a PO box is enough to get a card.

The librarian for LINCC -- the Clackamas county library system -- said "Yes, we would work with the patron to make sure they could use the library. Typically, we would provide a temporary card if they did not have proof of address and photo ID. So that would allow them to check out 5 books and use the other library services. In most cases, if someone is houseless and is in shelter or has a PO box, we would work with them to give them a full access card which would allow up to 80 checkouts.  We have a lot of options for patrons that are houseless to access services in the library."

I don't know if the numbers are the same in Multnomah county; I asked in a reply and am still awaiting a response. But still... neat.

And like sure, Fae Springs is a school of magic. But it canonically has a website on the mundane Internet AND is on the website for the US Department of Education. Mainly because of mundane parents of magical kids.


1 = His mom is a 'middle spectrum' witch, IE not powerful enough of a witch to be able to use magic for much of anything. Chooli is also in the middle spectrum, but zee can see spirits and talk with ghosts. Raven's mom cannot. Her magic is very weak and she never got much past first or second year level spell-work. Basically she's barely a witch at all, and works two mundane jobs: one at Walmart and another at Safeway.
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In the US, since 2008, meat from cloned cows does not have to be disclosed. If you live in the US, you might've eaten meat from a cloned cow and not even known it.

This is not the kind of cloned meat the old scifi novels promised me. I was promised sheets of cloned meat grown in a laboratory like something out of a mad scientist's lair, meat that was real but which did not have a nervous system and therefore could not suffer. This though? This is just "cow with extra steps."

GRR

Nov. 12th, 2025 11:58 pm
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I hate it when I forget to put important notes in the character file. A character of mine has two gators as pets, and I know they have names, but I didn't write them down anywhere I can easily find. And it apparently hasn't come up in the story itself yet.

Book Log: Working on a Song

Nov. 13th, 2025 03:31 pm
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I got Anaïs Mitchell's Working on a Song: The Lyrics of Hadestown a few years ago after I first listened to the Hadestown OBC, watched a couple of bootlegs, and slowly realized hey, I'm into this. It isn't show I love end to end, like there's whole sections that don't do anything for me and I can only appreciate on a technical level, but the moments that hit hard, they hit very hard.

So I got Anaïs Mitchell's book because it was the only thing to do with the show that I could get from my side of the globe (still hoping for a touring production to drop by Singapore one day!), though I didn't read it properly at the time. I've read it now! It's all the lyrics as of the time of the Broadway opening, but Mitchell also goes through the creative process and shares lyric variations, some of which I've heard through the London production and Broadway previews. Some of the decisions that I found a little strange or disappointing (like the placement of "Why We Build the Wall" and the loss of Persephone's verse in "Chant II") are explained, as are the adjustments of the characters as time went along (especially how audiences tended to find Hades and Persephone more interesting than Orpheus and Eurydice).

Of course listened to the music and watched clips as I read the book, and got those feelings all over again. May have cried a bit, and so on.

Glitch in the matrix

Nov. 11th, 2025 11:15 pm
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One of my submissions made it on an "As The Raven Dreams" video about glitches in the matrix! (The better of the two I submitted.) (Starting around 3:09) Story 7 is also mine!

Aryana (10.5% completed)

Nov. 12th, 2025 03:14 pm
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I'm 20 episodes into 189 for Aryana (each episode is like 20 minutes once you skip the recap and future teases), and there's stuff I like about this show!

Aryana, despite being the sweet, kind, thoughtful heroine of the show, also stands up for herself and gets to argue/fight back! Not only against her enemies (heheh "enemies") but also against the people she loves, including her mother and best friend, and that's just so nice. Love doesn't preclude disagreement, and being good does not mean having to accept injustices meted upon yourself. No idea if this is more common in the genre now (I've only watched three other Filipino shows at this point, so I'm speaking about telenovelas of the past in general), or if it's because Aryana is thirteen instead of an adult woman and the rules for a teenaged main character are different. Either way, I like it.

There are still certain conventions in play, i.e. the good characters are very good, and the mean characters are very mean, but I did like that Aryana made a genuine mistake when she first met her future-rival (and secret half-sister) Megan. Which means that Megan doesn't hate Aryana out of nowhere -- it was a legit off-the-wrong-foot situation. A good character would, of course, have listened to Aryana's explanation instead of elevating it to an unnecessary rivalry, but Aryana isn't 100% blameless, and that's neat. I also like that the rivalry lives rent-free in Megan's head while Aryana only ever seems to remember Megan exists whenever Megan actively harasses her. Basically, the power dynamics aren't what I thought they would be, with Aryana being a poor girl on a scholarship in a fancy school.

Cut for length. )

Learning curve

Nov. 9th, 2025 10:55 pm
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So I bought "Sonic Frontiers" on Steam because it was on sale for less than $12 (used to be like $50 or $60), despite the fact it's a modern 3D Sonic game, and I'm an old-head who grew up on 2D Sonic games. Hell, I have the first three Sonic games, "Sonic And Knuckles," and Sonic CD on Steam, with over 140 hours logged on it. (All five games packaged under one "game" on Steam, called Sonic Origins.)

Now, I'm not entirely inexperienced with 3D Sonic games. I played "Sonic 3D" back in the day, though not much, because it was being rented. I remember being frustrated with it, but I think that was more due to the stupid fucking little "flickies" birds that the game made players collect and hold onto until the ends of levels. But yeah, the transition from 2D side-scroller to 3D game was a challenge as well, partially helped by the fact that in Sonic 3 and "Sonic And Knuckles," the special stages to find the chaos emeralds were in 3D. But it's been at least a couple decades since I last played "Sonic 3D."

"Sonic Frontiers" being 3D has been a learning curve for sure, especially as spin dash doesn't seem to be a thing, and Sonic has a bunch of different powers. There's a homing attack for when you want to actually hit things, he can kick and punch, there's the "speed boost" function, double jump, a kick-slam attack, and he can do attack combos. And you can collect skill points that drop when you kill one kind of the bad guys, the corrupted robots of the Ancients, to unlock new powers. (Robotnik's robots in the "digital realm" levels don't drop skill points.) The only extra power I've unlocked so far, the one time I've played it since buying and installing the game yesterday, is this thing where you make Sonic create a circle of light that is some kind of strong bonus attack that attacks everything in the circle all at once.

It's very fun, but again, learning curve. I gave up on the sky platforms and other things to collect or fight in the sky areas because I keep falling off and into the water around the island because I'm still getting used to the 3D and because there's a move I keep accidentally making because the people who designed the game seemed to think it was a good idea to use the same control for moving forward regularly and for making a short forward dash, so sometimes I get on the platform fine, and other times I accidentally zip forward, falling into the ocean.

Another issue is that at least one of the few sky platform parts that is nowhere near the ocean and therefore a lot safer, there's one of the platforms I just can't get to no matter how hard I try because every single time I almost get on the one platform, Sonic starts soaring through the air right past it. Doesn't help that that's right by the beginning of the tower boss, so it keeps pausing the movement to inform me that the tower boss is ahead.

I played 106 minutes, and my fingers got so sore from button mashing on the tower boss level that once I defeated that boss, I gave up for the day. My po wittle finnies is still sore. The button mashing was from a mix of combo attacks and that light-circle attack thing. The tower boss has like six stages of damage to get through; it's a tough nut to crack, but I cracked it.

I still only have like a quarter of the map collected, and last I looked, I apparently wandered into a part of the island I don't have on the map yet. I suspect that I was supposed to go somewhere else to fight lesser bosses before the tower boss, but each level is an open world sort of place.

Book Log: Ghost Nation

Nov. 9th, 2025 08:49 pm
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Chris Horton's Ghost Nation: The Story of Taiwan and Its Struggle for Survival was a spontaneous recent get, and also published this year, so I figured I'd better read it quick before uh........ the situation changes.

I'm not very familiar with the issues surrounding Taiwan, though living somewhere that's been affected by China's recent oceanic expansionist policies, it's not difficult to pick up at least some of it casually. I have also been to China to attend international exhibitions multiple times, so I'm well-aware of the sensitivity of maps and flags which are always, ALWAYS pre-checked on everything you bring into the exhibition area (backgrounds, flyers, posters, etc.) and they WILL boot you out and/or destroy your materials if they find anything not fitting the accepted standard.

Anyway that, plus my previous reads about Mao, WWII Shanghai, and that book about the triangulation of Japan-Korea-China relations, means that I knew of the broader history of Japan's occupation and the ROC's fleeing to Taiwan when the CCP took power, but not much that's more modern than that. The book's a good read for learnings, through Taiwan's history through colonization and resistance to cultural oppression through the changing periods, with pain and trauma forming their modern self-confidence into one of the freest democracies in the world. I feel like I have a better grasp of some of the nuances of Taiwanese identity, too? Like, I knew about Taiwan's indigenous tribes, but not their roles in the evolution of the island through its modern societal development and with immigrants coming across the strait.

Horton, who has lived in Taiwan for a while, is I think very clear about the potential benefits but also the potential cost that would need to be paid for annexing Taiwan (islands are just harder to invade, etc.), plus the arguments being made for the supposed historical justification of it, which isn't really an argument because it's not about justifications, it's about location, economy and resources. Look at those resources! Fascinating stuff about Taiwan's massive semiconductor industry, as the greatest supplier in the world, and I wonder how that's been going with the AI boom as well.

The Chalikar

Nov. 8th, 2025 10:03 pm
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One of my favorite little things I love about my Ravenstone series is scenes wherein Vedya's anti-bullying network, the Chalikar, are shown to be doing their job and helping others in various ways. While primarily being an anti-bullying organization, they do other helpful things as well. In book 7, in the chapter I'm currently writing, the readers find out the Chalikar runs a year-round program to provide various things for needy students. In this case, providing suitable formal attire for students whose family was either too poor or just didn't provide it for some reason. But it's mentioned they also provide shoes, other clothes, books, and other things as needed. Funded largely by the Ravenstones, but not entirely by them.

Now that I think about it, I might have the Chalikar run a fund-raiser for the program.
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You know how in some media there are blind people depicted with eyes that are 100% white, no irises or pupils visible? Does anyone know if that ever actually happens IRL, or if it's just a weird trope with no basis in reality?

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Nov. 8th, 2025 09:22 pm
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I keep meaning to write about nice things, hopeful things, but instead things at work improved and then deteriorated in this very bizarre, time limited way. I find myself thinking my biggest obstacle at work is actually my own psyche, my own issues and complexes and anxiety, and trying to work through that. So, some meandering navel gazing.

work clusterfuck mostly )
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It took me a lot longer than it should have to read this excellent book, because my depression made reading the ebook version a slog, even though it was extremely good and I knew it. Months later, I listened to the audiobook version, and I finally finished it. And I am so glad I did, because I was right. This book is amazing! I love the characters, I love the magic in it, I love the mystery and the heartbreak and the action. I love the world-building! I love everything about this book!

The story follows Malik, a young black man (seventeen for most of the story) with a history of pain and heartbreak. He is a strongly principled young man, and he has magic. He doesn't know how to use it at first, because he's on his own. But he manages to figure out enough to help his brother so they can start a new life together. In the process, he is found by lost family that have been trying to find him for ten years, a family of fellow magic users. He gets into a school of magic, reluctantly at first, but he needs answers to what happened to his mother. The school of magic he gets into is an HBCU -- a Historically Black College/University, and it is a vibrant and fascinating place, the writing is very well done, the author made the place come alive so powerfully.

The mystery in this story is a wild ride. I was able to put some things together ahead of him. Other things surprised me just as much as they surprised him. I am very, very much looking forward to the next installment, which is currently on hold at my local library. I hope it's at least as good as this one, and I have a lot of faith that it will be.

If you want to read a story about a young man finding his magic and getting involved in fighting the forces of wickedness, and you're tired of it always being a white boy, then I have a strong feeling you will love this, because all the major characters in this book are black, and most of them are magic users. I can only think of one white character at all in the book, a very minor one in the beginning, who didn't even get a name.

Seriously, this is light-years better than Harry Potter, no contest. And none of the bigotry! Along with many black characters, one of Malik's friends at school is a non-binary trans person, and another friend of his is a bisexual dude. I don't know about you, but I consider these things to be big pluses.

If I could give this book ten stars, I would!

https://www.goodreads.com/review/show/6539846073

(I gave it five stars out of five.)

I lost weight

Nov. 4th, 2025 04:04 pm
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Apparently, I've lost weight. Used to be 260, now I'm 235. Nobody is more surprised than I am. I was fully convinced I couldn't lose weight.

The Starry Night, the Starry Sea (2)

Nov. 4th, 2025 09:55 am
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The funniest thing about watching* The Starry Night, the Starry Sea season 2 on youtube was following the comments. At the start, most of the comments were the same kind I'd been seeing on the Filipino teleseryes I've also been watching on youtube, i.e. excited comments of people who are watching the first time, supportive comments about how much they love the show and/or its actors, "who's still watching this in [year]", those kinds of simple things.

But over time.... ho boy! I don't know exactly when it happened, but there was a period where the positive comments slowly thinned out and then an outright tonal shift into majority frustration and complaints, because:

  • The Female Lead, who was introduced as spunky and rebellious against social norms for women's roles and crossdressed in order to pursue her dreams, turned into a weeping, helpless heroine whose only recourse to having any sort of agency is to cry and beg;

  • Which contrasts even more unfavourably with a side character who continues to be spirited and stubborn to stand up for what's right through the whole show;

  • Also the singular central conflict of the entire show is a long misunderstanding due to a single villain character who dies before getting any sort of comeuppance or realization. A long con by a villain may be typical, but there's usually other subplots and the conflict itself has its starts and stops, instead of a single pressing weight of stress that gets worse and worse as EVERYONE falls for the lies put into a place by a single mastermind. There's no storytelling rhythm to it, just frustration.


(*watching = I skipped a lot, especially towards the end when people kept dying and there was no catharsis.)

As for me, I thought the show was indeed frustrating for the same reasons, but I knew it would have a tragic ending from the beginning because it's a prequel! Obviously it's going to end badly. But I think most viewers did not and hoped that all that suffering would be rewarded by peace and happiness instead of a last minute rugpull of death. I think the uploader saw that wall of rage coming so they went and UNLISTED the final episode for the show outright.

The episode is still up, but I had to find it through someone else's playlist instead of their own channel. Which is, you know, fair enough if they don't want to get swarmed with negativity (not that they have to read it, but I understand). But that still made me go 👀

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