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fayanora) wrote2025-09-06 03:41 am
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This doesn't happen often anymore.
I'm sick with something. I think a cold? And that is highly unusual for me. I can't even remember how many years it's been since I caught any kind of contagious disease, but it's been between five years and ten years, if not longer.
See, when I was a small child, I got sick with variations on the cold constantly. I was always stuffed up, often with a runny nose and every now and then sneezing out great green gobs of nose mucus that would stretch out towards the ground, so I would always carry facial tissues, and no matter how many I had, it was never enough. This continued for so long, uninterrupted, that I could not taste anything growing up, which is why I used to drink coffee and eat very spicy foods when I was little, because I could actually taste those things. I also loved really bitter foods like crab apples and lemons for the same reason. This continued so long that I can no longer breathe through my nose unless I'm concentrating on doing so.
Then puberty hit, and I started getting ill less often. By high school, it was down to a few times a year at most. When I hit my 20's, I stopped getting sick at all. Yes, eventually that constant sickness was replaced by the side effects of depression and anxiety, and eventually I got IBS, but I am 85% sure I've not had a cold or flu more than once or twice since hitting 20.
So yeah, having a cold now is intensely unusual for me now. Luckily, I am not stuffed up, nor do I have a runny nose. The first symptom was a mildly sore throat. Then I noticed my muscles were getting achy. And I was a bit too warm.
I took some pain reliever for the achiness and took a nap. That was 9:25 PM. I woke up half an hour ago (3 AM) after having had the same oddly familiar fever dream over and over and over again for that whole time. Now I'm awake, my throat feels better but still mildly sore. I still ache all over, but I think my temperature is back to normal. Can't be sure. Oh, and I feel like I'm floating languidly through a river of molasses, which is some kind of brain fog.
I ate some fruit (mango, strawberry, and blueberry mix), had some iced tea, had a bologna sandwich, and had some Oreos. Now I've written this all down I'm gonna go watch some YouTube.
See, when I was a small child, I got sick with variations on the cold constantly. I was always stuffed up, often with a runny nose and every now and then sneezing out great green gobs of nose mucus that would stretch out towards the ground, so I would always carry facial tissues, and no matter how many I had, it was never enough. This continued for so long, uninterrupted, that I could not taste anything growing up, which is why I used to drink coffee and eat very spicy foods when I was little, because I could actually taste those things. I also loved really bitter foods like crab apples and lemons for the same reason. This continued so long that I can no longer breathe through my nose unless I'm concentrating on doing so.
Then puberty hit, and I started getting ill less often. By high school, it was down to a few times a year at most. When I hit my 20's, I stopped getting sick at all. Yes, eventually that constant sickness was replaced by the side effects of depression and anxiety, and eventually I got IBS, but I am 85% sure I've not had a cold or flu more than once or twice since hitting 20.
So yeah, having a cold now is intensely unusual for me now. Luckily, I am not stuffed up, nor do I have a runny nose. The first symptom was a mildly sore throat. Then I noticed my muscles were getting achy. And I was a bit too warm.
I took some pain reliever for the achiness and took a nap. That was 9:25 PM. I woke up half an hour ago (3 AM) after having had the same oddly familiar fever dream over and over and over again for that whole time. Now I'm awake, my throat feels better but still mildly sore. I still ache all over, but I think my temperature is back to normal. Can't be sure. Oh, and I feel like I'm floating languidly through a river of molasses, which is some kind of brain fog.
I ate some fruit (mango, strawberry, and blueberry mix), had some iced tea, had a bologna sandwich, and had some Oreos. Now I've written this all down I'm gonna go watch some YouTube.